soon, the day that is gonna tell us where we'll be going for SIP will arrive.
till then, i'm trying my best not to think too much on that.
but you know, we tend to do the opposites.
i've got a hunch, let's see if my sixth sense is that good.
afterall, sharon say i'm very accurate in predicting stuffs.
maybe it only happens for that day.
recently, due to staying at home and with my brain that tends to think alot, i have a few plans for myself in the future.
3 to be exact. =)
i hope i can fulfill them though. but then again, my plans need something that is used as an medium for exchange.
figure that out.
i've thought about what i'm going to do after i graduate.
it's not like my results will take me to ANYWHERE i want, or whether i have the ABILITY to do so.
actually i think i kindof like what i'm studying now. previously i didnt think about whether i like it or not because that doesnt makes any difference since i'm already in it.
sometimes i wish my brain would not think so much. i think i think too much.
that's what xuanqi always say.
sometimes i'll say that there's still time, and i'll make a decision when that time comes.
it makes me feel a little less worrying about what i'm supposed to do.
i do not want to turn into a worrywart. things i wanna say: i'm the eldest, there's no elder siblings there for me to ask Qs etc etc. but a sibling do help. ask my parents? forget it. i'm not born in a RICH family, i do not have limitless cash, siblings with good jobs, nor do i have family that have the same mindset as me. i have to worry about my family having no money and if my dad ever recovers.
jotted at 6:27 PM
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